Well been in school for four months now, and all is going relatively well. Although recently I find myself thinking about the past...again -_-. It seems no matter how hard I try to throw shit a side, it always comes back to me. Be it memories of past loves, or lies that I thought were long buried. In this case it's old loves -_-. Firstly I broke up with a the first serious girl I've been with since Camille (whom I sadly can't stop thinking about -_-). Then, I get contacted by another old flame, who still wants to be with me, yet isn't willing to compromise a damn thing (sounds familiar -_-). Finally, I find I can't seem to sleep at night cuz I keep thinking of certain people.

You'd think after 4 damn years, and trying like hell to purge my mind of her would help matters. I guess in the end I'm just pathetic, or perhaps it's the lack of closure. Then again, it's hard to forget a woman that you spent 4 months salary on a wedding ring for -_-. Fine investment that was, then again I can blame that on my lack of confidence, and fragile ego. A lot has changed since then, but I still think those times I was with her were the happiest. It's rare to meet a woman that is perfect in...well...almost every way. I guess my time with Camille had taught me how to be a better man for the most part. I still wish I could talk to her and get her permission to use Cocoa in my upcoming series (more to come). Anyway, that's enough venting.

Oh yes..... GO NEW YORK GIANTS!!! SUPER BOWL BABY!!!